I recently came across a philosophy that describes me perfectly in the topic of religion.Apatheism. I think I have been an apatheist for the majority of my life. With exception of the semester I got really into Christianity, the periods I started questioning Christianity, and the 3years spent reading tarot cards and practicing old/new age …
Blame My Genes🧬😁
In 2023, a friend purchased an ancestry DNA kit for me. We were both excited about it, they(African American) in hopes that we could be related, me in hopes for something exciting and unexpected. We both got disappointed. Yoruba(in Nigeria) was added a year later, but that's where my ethnic group migrated from. All the …
Till We Meet Again
My paternal grandmother, whom I've shared about on here before, died on Wednesday, March 12, 2025. Her age was estimated to be 102(her second child died at 74 in 2022). We buried her last Saturday, May 24th.I lived with my grandmother from ages 1 to 7, before going to live with my mother. I was …
Supportive Non-Parent
ChatGPTYou said: Is there a term to label someone who doesn't want to parent because of the responsibilities of parenting? Not childfree, because that seems more focused on the children part. I like kids and like for other people to have them and support them with it. I just don't want the responsibility of being …
A Faceless Cat; GPTherapy
ChatGPT You said: Can I send you an image to interpret? ChatGPT said: Yes, absolutely — please go ahead and upload the image you'd like me to interpret. Let me know what specifically you're looking to understand or analyze about it. Uploaded image You said: What does this painting tell us of the painter? ChatGPT …
Featuring: Chatgpt
Somehow, this is where I got to today 😂. ChatGPTLog in You said: What's the most saddest thing ever?ChatGPT said: The "most saddest thing ever" is deeply personal and subjective—it varies from person to person. But universally, many consider the following among the saddest:The death of a child—a profound loss that defies the natural order …
I love Black 🖤
New obsession alert!🥳This is the second time I've added a 'permanent' accessory based on strong impulse upon seeing something on someone and deciding I like it. First was my ear cuff. I saw someone with a black ear cuff and immediately thought I should wear one of those. Wasn't the first time I saw someone …
What Am I? Fr though 🥴
I eat my mother before I die. TF? Just overheard a kid outside our window say this. My mind went; whaaaat? So naturally I eavesdrop. The one who said it repeated it again, this time finishing the statement with "what am I?" Whew😅, they are just guessing riddles. Not 7yrs sharing their dark desire to …
HELP😭
Where can you reduce clutter in your life? My mind. There's too much going on in my head, I feel like I'm going crazy. I've lost all sense of self. I have no idea what to do next, I don't want to do anything next. https://youtu.be/c5e0gG-NdY4?si=YYXJel-QUzzGBkAg I want to scream but I can't even do …
It’s Living, It Grows
I came across YouTube shorts on a series titled Call The Midwife, and now I'm binging it. Watching a show pretty much about birthing babies as an undecided(mostly decided on to not) woman on children gets me pondering on a lot. For one, it's made me more appreciative of modern contraceptives. Realizing that some centuries …

